Sinew Erudition

Lost In The Dark Part 5 : The Crowded Mountain Trail    Lost in the nescient mist, you stumble around while the blissful environment starts to make you uncomfortable. The haze of the mist seems to be getting thicker than before. The heat and air started to drop in temperature. A new path is in front of you but you decided to take a different route, skipping the current path in hope for the best route. You have not a clue of what the best route is, you don't want to leave the security of the present moment. The route might not have worked in your favor and would probably lead you to failure. You feel like this excuse is solid. Deep inside you, you are afraid of failing over and over again. By staying in the mist, you are able to avoid the consequences for being wrong. You feel like you have been walking uphill. Though you cannot see a few inches from your own face. You walked into a tree. You bumped your head on the trunk of the tree. Your head hurts, you can't see w

The Passionate One's Inevitable Pain By: Vincent Fitch To be able to climb up the wall Just to struggle, then fall Where time is a painful toll One has to pay the patience fee Nothing in life is going to be easy Pain, betrayal, doubt, fear, and a crushed soul Don't know if one of those will destroy one's own goal Though they will inevitably arrive at your place You have to learn to firmly stand up to face Life, effort, goals, are filled with a miserable bumby race Don't let it consume your day In the meantime it will feel like a fray Hear past the feeling of life's dreadful song Left turns, right turns and the wrong It seems like an inevitable ending Though the way is never the same journey It is the path a few streets back to the new beginning Nothing is working the way you were wishing The pain will never stop hurting inside It's there so you will have a moral guide For those who have no true empathy Never

Self Respect By: Vincent Fitch Firmly standing in my new perception of myself Placed the old one on the evanescent shelf Vaporizing what I once was Embracing this new cause I fear not what lies ahead Dawn rises over my new bed Sky is clear, the path is within view Follow the rules of your own moral value Strength is not superficial Wisdom is not artificial Bend backwards for the inner you Pull up the dignity that is true Pain, failure and flaws These things are not the inevitable laws You can break away from misery's claws Push, pull, climb over to the finish line Persevere, pick up, sprint to get to the sign Goals are for self betterment Trust only the time well spent Ignorance leads to resentment Tread lightly through the effusiveness Do not be blinded by self arrogance Embrace your ideological enemy's perspectives Relate to the opposition of your ideological agenda Learn more about what reason one holds anathema Expand the resilience of one's persona In you

Inside Heart By Vincent Fitch Inside my heart I burn an umbra So dark So dark it's The Epitome … Fearing The Infectious Disease of Society Dark Void in my heart Epitomize Virulent intentions with acrimonious actions berated Towards Ignorance Of a lackadaisical Society unabated Hatred From Solipsisticism All the Acrimonious Collectivism Promoting Virulent activism Addicted to pain Addicted to Fear Addicted to Spite Addicted to Polemic Rhetoric Epitomize Virulent intentions with acrimonious actions berated Towards Ignorance Of a lackadaisical Society unabated Hatred From Being Afraid Anger from Disputation Hostility against False Consultation Berated towards Misinformation Ignorance is what runs the world Ignorance of Knowledge is what's being sold The Epitome The Epitome They Epitomize They Epitomize Ignorance Is The Epitome of Society Epitomize Virulent intentions with acrimonious actions

------------------------------------------------------------------- I Can Get Past This By Vincent Fitch I have to learn to stop letting them in I have to run away, run away I have to be Free I need to see The world inside my mind Time to wake up and not stay blind I am struggling to be Free I deeply desire to See The parasites inside my Mind Time to wake up and not stay blind I been Chasing  Demons Embracing the Vampires Tearing away my Soul Feeding on my Heart Time to embrace my Heart To take back my Soul I can get past this I can get past this I can get past this I have to be Free I need to see The Asylum inside my mind Time to wake up and not stay blind I have to be Free I need to see The world inside my mind Time to wake up and not stay blind Will overcome Will Get past this I can be free Free from Virulent Demons Free of Famished Vampires Ripping away my Soul Eating my Heart Be free ag

A New Dawn By Vincent Fitch I am done being a friend to those who pretend to be kind I am trapped in the middle of the night Persevere through the dusk horizon I am searching for my new dawn Being  me is too much pressure Living in a world of misunderstandings I am done with opening my heart I will find the right path out Dawn is where I want to be I am searching for the horizon Fighting, struggling, suffering Bring forth the inevitable ending Dusk darkness guiding Every day and night stands out as a different painful memory Everyone I encounter seems to be a vessel filled with misery Time keeps getting very close to strife One day I will probably take my own life Persevere through the obstacles that lie ahead Avoiding the societal zombies that I dread Through the darkness past a new dawn Through the obstacles lies the sun Believe in your future ambitions Ignoring the pessimistic tensions I am done being the doormat I a

I Am Who I Am By Vincent Fitch I am who I am and will always be No one else or anything else but me I don't care about your life choices I only want to hear your inner voices Being anything like you’ll Is two faced and cruel Be yourself and nobody's fool Take care of your dreams Maybe it's too tough it seems Stars shining so far away Breathe, relax Look at yourself Stare into the black void in you The emptiness, the burden Ever growing, never fading Together, separated, against Pain, misery, fear, worry, chaos Time, effort, wasted, loss You have to persevere through Obstacles are there to test you You have to persevere through Obstacles are there to test you One day they will come true Don't degrade me If you don't know my life story I don't criticize you I desire for respect too Sorry for being different than you Sorry for being different than you Sorry for being different tha